24 July 2007

Effortless.

[] Yesterday:

He is so starting to get on my nerves. Whenever he talks, I feel like listening to a three-year old boy. My gawsh, he is unbelievably immature. He sees things so narrowly he can't see points right before his own face, right even there in whatever he speaks of. What's more annoying's how he claims to be a know-all, how egotistical he is, how he looks down on people, how he plays god. I can't believe I actually roll my eyes from his back. I rarely do that, I swear. It's just that whenever he starts to say something it's always absurd and pointless and he makes not a bit of sense at all. Gawsh, I wanna fill his mouth with his own fist whenever it opens. He's just ruined my day, even my plans for the week. That is what I hate most. He plays god. He takes control. And I can't do a single thing about it. For a really long while, it's the first time I wanna be swallowed up by the earth again. I wanna cover my ears, "lalala." Ridiculous, I know. But just imagine how irritating he is that I'm even inking out my rage.

Someday, I'm gonna make him eat his dirt.

[] Right now:

Fine. I'm taking everything back. I know, I shouldn't really talk when I'm hell mad. Whew. It's all up to You now.

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