Unsure.

People change, now it's clear to me they really do. Not in years, not in months, not in long periods of time. But in snaps, right in front of you. Way too fast that if you blink you'd be trapped in awe.

I'm pretty disappointed. I wanted to hold on to something. I wanted the impression to last. I wanted to believe it was his nature. I was thinking he could be a really good friend, someone I rarely find. I wanted maturity. I wanted concern. I wanted too much.

[To break the drama: Naks. Haha.]

I shouldn't have expected anything at all. I should've known right away that he's just a kid. I should've just been thankful for everything. I'm wrong for expecting things. I should love people for who they are. I almost lost grip of that.

He hasn't changed one bit, perhaps. Maybe people just tend to show only their good sides in the start, and that's what he did. Now, he's not really showing off the bad, but he's being more real. He's caring less of the impression he's making. Because we're already friends, maybe. Certainly not just acquaintances. Well then, that's good. This really is just my fault.

I'm becoming emotional. This is bad.