Break.

I just wanna shoot away. I just wanna go out and go to the places I read about and have fun and have at least some time not to care about the world. I just wanna sleep and wake up and fall asleep again and sleep until I cannot sleep anymore. I just wanna find the time to go to the doctor and have checked all that I need to have checked. I just wanna find time to organise my thoughts and write about every single idea and pain and joy that I have, because they're too many. I just wanna be ready for what everyday will bring and do well and learn and be better. I just wanna find time, no, make time to be still and find Your voice and drown in Your presence, because above everything, I find now as I always do that You are all that I need.