Perhaps I have always been a self-confessed mababaw. I say a joke is corny while laughing. Even my insides brighten up when the day is sunny. I go crazy about smileys on my Math bluebook. My get-happy's are cheap if not free.
Things were rough the past days, though. And it was hard to take delight in little things because there was so much stress and thinking. I feel at peace right now not because I am letting go of all the anger and angst and complaints that I've had. I think I did let go already during those times I had to think things over to understand. I guess what I'm doing right now is accepting the fact that I can let go. I think I need to tell myself it's okay to forgive and forget. Maybe I was trying to acquaint myself too much with pain that it felt comfortable already. But now it's time to move on.
And I feel happy. And I am thrilled again by the simplest things like new bed covers or a new dish for lunch. I missed this kind of me, really. Good thing it's back.
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