I guess it's only in the details of your everyday life that you get to notice changes. It's in the things that only seem to replay each day that you realise cycles do not go on forever. You know because you are exactly at that point where they have stopped.
So you keep moving. And you know that doesn't hurt a bit. But when you do DVD marathons alone and eat all the sweets by yourself something burns inside of you. Because though nothing is wrong it hits you that what's hard is that the things change is eating up are what you've been used to all your life.
But there is no bad feeling. Longing stirs your heart, but thrill and just plain happiness try to leave no room for any other emotion. This Christmas is gonna be different, but so are the many Yuletide
seasons to come. :)
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