Detach.

I wish I didn't say the things I said. I wish I didn't have planned the things now are set. I wish I could just walk away from whom I said yes to. I wish there would be something to turn all this around. I wish I could turn off shallow conversations. I wish I could make people come clean so I could pray for the right ways to say no. I wish I would not hurt, but I wish I would not be the one hurt just so I could keep myself from hurting. I wish I could break free from giving in to pressure for the sake of courtesy.

I am in a bad mood. But I pray to be a better child. So I take a deep breath and let things go with a prayer. Oh, and I shut my life from certain people too. :)