Anew.

Yesterday was refreshing. I was reminded where I was and why I was there, why I wanted to be there and what could be in store for me because God put me there. It nudged me because I had been comfortable with familiarity, and the comfort had the tendency to pacify my thirst for learning. I realised that though I was in no position still to do some things, I was already in position to do some. It dawned upon me that I was still the main person in charge of myself, and I was my own responsibility, and I had to keep that in mind as I strive to grow.

Today is the break I needed. I flinch as a thick needle pierces through my skin, and dream away with every chance I get to. I need not reach my satiation point always, but I tend to. I need to reserve it. I need to change the way things are done to speed up. More importantly, to take care of myself.

Tomorrow will be a reset. I want to be better, and I pray hard for all the discipline and focus and wisdom that I will need. Sleep too, actually. It might feel like square one all over again, but maybe that's what I need. I try hard to collect and keep in my head what I should pick up from the past, but everyday must be new.