07 February 2010

Rollercoaster.

I hate it that I've been trying to squeeze what can be blog posts into sentences starting with my name so I can put them on my Facebook status. Time is such a costly thing, and the little of it that I get free is often spent on sleeping or, and this is so not me, watching tv. But I guess the busier life gets, the greater is my need to pause and breathe and think about things for a while.

That is, if I even know where to start. I've been like on a rollercoaster these days - high one moment, speeding towards ground the next. Sometimes I just want to move forward from where I am. When I realise the ride is ugly I just want to fly out of it. But everyday I see there's also so much to treasure. It's amazing how faith and family hold me together and teach me how to be contented while trying to live a bigger life.

My biggest battles, though, are inside my head.

(Tadah, I wasn't able to finish this note.)

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