Random ramblings.

I’ve been seeing lately how hard it is to keep morals when everyone doesn’t. When people forget respect and everything else that branches from it, because I’ve been raised up knowing it’s in the core of all the other values we’re supposed to have when dealing with others, it’s very easy to be just as rude and insensitive. But just how different will I make myself be if I bounce back what’s thrown at me? Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mean to discriminate. I’m not putting myself on pedestal among these people I complain about. The only thing I care about really is trying not to be like them, because I know how it’s like to be treated wrongly. It’s annoying and more often than not enraging. The best thing to do I guess is what’s hardest – keep the cool and try to be mature and diplomatic. After all, there’s nothing to lose in being all that. As long as I don’t become a doormat, of course. Haha. I’ve been trying to be assertive as well. Woohoo, parang new year’s resolution na ‘to a. It’s just that I’ve realised there’s a lot I should learn to be if I want to be headstrong and independent. Naaaks. (Does this have anything to do with my being 19? Hahaha.)

I’m happy too that I’m okay now. Haaa. Maybe I haven’t really been not fine, but I’m definitely better now. I feel right on track again (thank You!) and it’s great because I’ve been missing this feeling. I really hope I don’t lose what I’ve learned from everything that’s happened.

I still won’t spill! Like I ever do.