There is always something everyday that reminds me of how blessed I am. Despite all the things I aim for, all the big dreams I build and every single need I have, I am just overwhelmed by how God never fails to remind me of how faithful he has been and will continue to be. And maybe that's enough to keep me going everyday. The hope to someday get somewhere and be someone while never losing the delight there is in the littlest details of what already is achieved - it breaks what can be a long distance into everyday adventures.
And maybe it's from this joy that everything else becomes easier to do. Like forgiving the most unforgivable people, and forgetting how tiring it feels when they do the same things and fall for the same deceiving ploys. Like trying to put the self in the same situation, and praying the situation stays in the head. Or like breaking five-month long habits. Little by little, trying to fix hours and get more out of time. Like trying to make picking out thoughts in the head possible.
There's a line from a song by Lighthouse Family that goes, "The sun's gonna shine on everything you do." Right now, it's exactly how I feel.
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