I talk too much.

[] People continue to amuse me. No matter how I try to familiarize myself with the quick changes almost everyone around me goes through, I never fail to be surprised.

[] Sometimes I feel like a little kid expecting too much from things. I stare at complexity and embrace it and soon, get disappointed.
Oh, that's just it? There's got to be more to all these.

[] Gimmick with Lei last Friday was beyond fun. I'm just really happy there's someone I so get along with. I was talking nonstop all throughout (the gimmick). I can absolutely tell her anything. Aww, I miss my best friend. I'm thinking it's not easy to find someone like her. Definitely not.

[] Persistence is starting to get scary, really. Not to mention irritating. I appreciate efforts. But I'm not stupid and all that. You're neither. We both know this is a dead end. I'm trying to warn you early. But you seem to enjoy the game. I say it's a waste of time. Go waste yours. I won't waste mine.

[] I am in love with an F300. Aww.

[] That girls are in love with cars is a hasty generalization. Haha! (How could I ever say such thing? My gawsh. Haha.)

[] Hundred an't even a bit appropriate, now I see.
A wall?
There will always be a wall.
Unsure?
We're not, we're just too silly.
Hard?
It's not, it's funny.
The rest?
They will not clear away. They don't have to. There's nothing to say, afterall. It doesn't have to be spoken.
Our stands?
We'll never be on the same page.

Do I have it all figured out? Of course not. But I got a hint. And I know you know.

[] Everyday, I realize how good He is. Things out of my control still turn out to be right. I don't even ask for such. But He blesses me anyway. He's such a great, great God. :)

[] Things are becoming different (I'm an exception! Haha.). I know, if she finds out, she's gonna get hurt somehow. Not that she doesn't know the possibilities, but I know there's this part of her that hopes things don't turn out this way. No, I am not for this. If only I could, if only things were made more simpler and obvious, I would do what I think I should. But some things are beyond my grasp. I know this wouldn't ruin anything, but it would certainly change some things. That is the least I would want to happen. I wonder why it has been like this these days.

[] Why it's hard to say no? Because you don't really want to. But you know you should, because it's the right thing to do.

:)