14 September 2007

Random again.

[] Not so distant past.

This sms from Sea sure made me smile.

"Kabilang ka ba sa mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at mga unang taon ng '90?

> Kilala mo sina Shaider, Bioman at Masked Rider Black.
> Alam mo ang jingle ng Nano-Nano.
> Naglaro ka ng 10-20.
> Alam mo ang universal song na "Uwian na..."
> Nagsayaw ka ng Macarena at Boombastic.
> Alam mo ibig sabihin ng "time first."
> Alam mong importante ang period, no erase!
> Nilagyan mo ng Pritos Ring ang bawat daliri mo.
> Meron kang pencil case na maraming pindutan.
> Kilala mo sina Remy, Cedie at Princess Sarah.

Nakakamiss, 'no?"

[] The back pocket.

I stare in awe at people who dare tell me things they know can make situations complicated. I dunno. Maybe we just see consequences from different angles. Maybe we have different priorities. Maybe they just really want to say how they feel. Maybe they know I wouldn't take things the way they are. Maybe they're trying to find out if I will. Maybe they do not value where we are. Or what we have.

The last thought makes me sad.

[] Lagi na lang...

...nauuwi sa gan'to. Ayoko naman. Bad trip.

[] I cannot say.

That's supposed to be it. It's genuine. There are no other feelings behind the surface. The surface is the core. There is no pretense. There's nothing more, nothing less. But I don't know you well. You may not think the way I do. You may not see what I want you to. You may not understand. Or choose not to. I cannot afford that. I wish you'd stop being the way you are. You've changed. At least that's what I see. And you're only pushing me away. You used to be just cool and I miss that too.

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